I Snogged Boy

I snogged a boy.

SO yesterday I went to my old friend Jen's house. Jen was my roommate YEARS ago. She dated and married the man she was with when I knew her. They have a little one of their own. The girls play GREAT together! Low and behold she magically invited her brother (who you should know is my ex-fiance from a DECADE ago).

Yes...I said EX-FIANCE! This guy was 'The One' that got away-seriously. Allot (obviously has changed in the past decade for us... BUT allot hasn't changed).

We hopped in the car to go grab booze and I grabbed his arm, like I always used to do---without even thinking about it. After I did, I snapped. I must've looked surprised when he grabbed my hand, kissed it and then put it in his pocket.

Later on in the evening, I had just put C (my little one) to bed. He and I were sitting on the couch, perfectly innocent. Have you ever gotten lost in stares and then you both feel retarded at the same moment. THAT shit was happening ALL night long. At which point the kiss happened. It was nothing huge or Hollywood. It was simple, sweet, and heartfelt. It was an "I've got you" kiss., an "It's alright" kiss, and an "I wanna see where this goes" kiss all in one. At this point, I'm not looking for answers.....